Tuesday is here. I come bearing both good news and… Complicated news, let’s say. For good news, I submitted my accommodations request for the GED and my grandparents are coming to visit on Thursday!
The more mixed news… I bought a new keyboard. Technically a digital piano, but most people don’t know the difference. This one has weighted keys. I spent much more than I was hoping for but I think it was the right decision, buying from a trustworthy brand with thousands of reviews and a 4.5 star rating. I’m getting it later this week and I’m honestly terrified that when it gets here, I’ll find out that I don’t have the capability to use weighted keys and all my plans will collapse.
I’d kind of settled on the music program. I need to be able to play dynamics to pass the audition. If it’s too difficult for me then I have to scrap the whole thing and come up with a new plan. I was so terrified yesterday but at this point, I’m just kind of numb. I have an appointment with my therapist this week though so hopefully I can work through some of this emotional mess.
I haven’t really been doing much crochet lately. It’s kind of weird. I haven’t been sewing either—even though I desperately need to repair some clothes. I honestly couldn’t tell you why. I think that’s just how hobbies are. Sometimes you’re doing them near constantly and others you aren’t at all. That or I got burned out rushing myself to finish a gift. Maybe a combination of both, who knows.
I’m very tired today. My sleep schedule is all kinds of funky right now so, really, that’s not a surprise, but that doesn’t mean it’s not annoying. I hate not being able to fall asleep at night but fighting to stay awake during the day might be worse.
I’ve been playing lots of Slime Rancher 2 and I think I’m close to finishing it. I never actually finished the first Slime Rancher because I’d always get stuck and be too stubborn to look up a guide. They’re good games, though. I have a lot of fun with them.
I can’t stop yawning so I think I’ll end it here. By Friday, I’ll have an update on the music program situation. I strongly doubt I’ll have an update on my GED accommodation request but it’s possible. Either way, I’ll see you then.